Thursday, July 30, 2009

The Hole in Me?

In the spring, I read a sobering, eye-opening book, "The Hole in Our Gospel", by Richard E. Stearns, the president of World Vision. It is about the church's LACK of response to the many crises going on in our backyard and around the world (AIDS, lack of clean water, children starving and dying of preventable disease, etc). The book really rattled my cage and got me to thinking. This summer, a few wonderful people from our church got together and started a six-week class based on the book. There is no doubt a movement happening around poverty, widows and orphans. The response to our class has further proved that. We had 40 come to the first class, and are now up to almost 60 as we approach our final week. I, being a leader, thought I knew what I was in for. I had read the book, the study guide, etc. I was "prepared". Ha. I have been so blown away by the discussions every week. By my group's vulnerability, honesty, and willingness to do SOMETHING.

This past week, "The Hole in Our Church", was, in summary, about the "church's" wealth, but lack of giving to help these world issues. See below:


The total income of American churchgoers is $5.2 trillion. (That’s more than $5,000 billion.) It would

take just a little over 1 percent of the income of American Christians to lift the poorest 1 billion

people out of extreme poverty. Said another way, American Christians, who make up about 5 percent

of the Church worldwide, control about half of global Christian wealth; a lack of money is not our

problem. (The Hole in Our Gospel, p. 216)



This makes me sad. And sick. WHY aren't we giving? WHY aren't we concerned? Is it that easy to look away????


The following passage is what we journaled about:


“When historians look back in 100 years, what will they write about this nation of 340,000 churches?

What will they say of the Church’s response to the great challenges of our time—AIdS, poverty,

hunger, terrorism, war? Will they say that these authentic Christians rose up courageously and

responded to the tide of human suffering, that they rushed to the front lines to comfort the afflicted

and to douse the flames of hatred? Will they write of an unprecedented outpouring of generosity to

meet the urgent needs of the world’s poor? Will they speak of the moral leadership and compelling

vision of our leaders? Will they write that this, the beginning of the 21st century, was the Church’s

finest hour? or will they look back and see a Church too comfortable, insulated from the pain of the

rest of the world, empty of compassion, and devoid of deeds? Will they write about a people who

stood by and watched while 100 million died of AIdS and 50 million children were orphaned, of

Christians who lived in luxury and self-indulgence while millions died for lack of food and water?

Will schoolchildren read in disgust about a Church that had the wealth to build great sanctuaries but

lacked the will to build schools, hospitals, and clinics? In short, will we be remembered as the Church

with a gaping hole in its gospel?”

—rich Stearns


I would now like to share what I journaled. This is personal, and from the heart. I was weeping as I read and contemplated this.

"This quote makes me physically ache. What WILL my grandchildren read in their textbooks? Did we do something? Did we respond to the greatest humanitarian crisis of our time, or did we simply sit back and change the channel, or go to another web page?

The implications of not responding are severe. 50 MILLION children have been orphaned by AIDS so far. And we do nothing? The reality of what will happen is so grim. In Swaziland, 49% of the population is already infected. The whole country may be gone if we continue to do nothing.

If we choose to act, however, the implications are also sever. We may forever change the course of how "Christians" do things. Perhaps it will no longer be acceptable to spend millions on a new building campaign. Perhaps we will "live to the median" (Francis Chan), to be able to give more away. Perhaps we will more closely resemble the Acts 2 church, providing for eachother in times of want and of plenty. If we choose to change, to go down that road, there is no turning back. I simply don't, any longer, want to be a part of a churh that ignores the obvious. For the sake of 50 MILLION children. For the sake of my children. We have ALL the resources. We have the example, the template. And most importantly, we know the need. If your/my own children, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, neighbors, were starving/sick/hurt/abandoned/orphaned you WOULD NOT sit idly by, waiting for someone else to deal with it. We are so far past the point where we can "shoo" this awaay and wait for someone else to deal with it. We need to have the mindset that there is no one else. That the time is now. No, the time was yesterday, last year, five years ago. But that is gone and all we have is now. What will I do?"


Thursday, July 9, 2009

Ballerina

My baby girl started ballet tonight. It was SO fun to watch her. She was totally in her own little world. There were four 2.5-4 year olds, and they were all so cute!! A super fun part of the class is that Sarah Anderson is one of the teachers. That made her love "bawey" even more. Ava, of course, was totally excited about the fact that an entire wall was mirrors. She loves the sight of herself. :)






Monday, June 15, 2009

cute...

As most of you know (and if you don't, sorry, now you do), Dan and I, and our GREAT friends the Savage's are going to Uganda in September with Childrens HopeChest. I am trying to prepare the kids as much as possible for the fact that we are going to be gone for 10 days, etc etc. So, needless to say, we talk about Africa and Uganda ALL the time. Eli and Ava can even find it on the globe.

So, yesterday we were just talking and Eli said (no idea what or what brought it up) "Mommy, I don't want to have another baby in our family." Me: "Ok, Eli. But, how would you feel about adopting a baby from Uganda. One that doesn't have a mommy or daddy and needs love and a home." Eli ponders this for a while. Ava, meanwhile, says: "OH YES Mommy!!! I want to do that!! Will you PLEASE bring me one home with you???" :) Is she a girl after my own heart or what??? If only it were that easy, Sweetheart.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Feed The Forgotten

For $0.14, you can feed someone in Uganda a meal of posho and beans. (posho is cornmeal, which is filling and beans are protein). There is an urgent need there. People--adults and children, are starving to death EVERY DAY. Take in for a moment. . .

$0.14 a meal

$2.86 for 20 days

$1 per FAMILY

$20 feed a family for 20 days.

I spent $11 on lunch yesterday. How much did you spend? How much is your grocery budget every week, every month?

Join Children's HopeChest to FEED THE FORGOTTEN!!! (CLICK HERE TO GIVE NOW) (note: please write FEED THE FORGOTTEN in the notes section)

Look at this face and search your soul...these kids are starving to death.





Will you help? Even with paypal fees (2-3%) even $1 will feed 6 people! You CAN make a difference.

Spread the word, blog about it, facebook it, twitter it, ask your church or school or business to give, post the blog badge anything. Truly, we are begging you. . .on behalf of these children not to forget this post. Stop, pray, act.
GIVE TO FEED THE FORGOTTEN CHILDREN!!!!!

(note: please write FEED THE FORGOTTEN in the notes section when you give)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

"Scared"

Author Tom Davis  has a novel, "Scared-A Novel on the Edge of the World" coming out in 10 DAYS!  He wrote "Red Letters", a book which rocked my world and changed my life.  This is his first novel, about the AIDS pandemic in Swaziland and one mans journey. Visit Tom's page for information regarding preordering, reviews of the book and more. Or, visit the official "Scared" page.
  



Thursday, May 7, 2009

I know she loves pink, but come on!!

Here is a photo of Ava on her first birthday...with pink eye...






Here is a photo of Ava, days before her third birthday...with pink eye...

While we are comparing, I cannot get over her hair! It was brown, and so short a mere two years ago.  Now it is so long and blonde!! Ava Girl is such a joy in our lives.  Happy Birthday Honey!!

**I realize it is hard to tell, but her right eye(left looking at it) is super swollen and red...poor baby!!**









Friday, May 1, 2009

Changes....

As you can see, I've added some "badges" to my blog (the Childrens Hope Chest, AHOPE, and Red Letters badges on the right side of the page).  I have been going through a major (I hope) life and soul change.  Through reading "Red Letters", and "The Hole in Our Gospel", my eyes have been opened to the daily atrocities that happen in our world, and I've been FORCED TO PAY ATTENTION.  "The Hole..." isn't a blasphemous book, contrary to some reactions elicited by Christians I know.  I would sincerely, from my the bottom of my soul, encourage you to read both of these books.  AND DO SOMETHING.  It only takes one person to start a revolution.  (And, if nothing else the proceeds of Red Letters feeds an orphan for a month, and those of "The Hole..." go to World Vision {it is written by their CEO, Richard Stearns}. )  But I warn you, prepare to have your world rocked.  America ISN'T all their is.  We have to get out of that mindset.  And make a difference.